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I want to dissapear
And, I'll just sleep all day
These spots on my face
Theseteethmarks on my wrist
And the air so cold
I shudder and I can't sing
The carpet on my feet
Sweat stains on the sheets
Cough syrup and drugs
Bandages and guaze
The razors dull the water was cold against my skin
The radio love is static buzzin' around my brain
In all these empty plans
These ink stains on my hands
And everyone saves
The best words for the grave
All these weary morning tones
I'll probably save mine too
If heavens just a long road home
Tell me it's true
I'll go too
I'll go too
I'll go too
Well, I lost my innocence today
I could feel her in my bones
My bones, my bones, my bones
My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood
And I woke up, tired, scared and sad
Soaked, drained, I felt so bad
Today, today, today
What you steal, you steal, you steal, you steal
Won't you say, you say, you say, you say
What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel
Which is nothing but hollow feelings, yeah
I could die, I just don't care
And forget happiness, I'm fine
I'll forget everything in time
I swear I didn't know,
You know me, how I can't let go
And we're not guts, we're just hacks
All that life amongst the cracks
The scars, the siege that breaks
The ugliest scene, the worst mistakes
And everywhere I see her face
Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste
And there's no innocence like hers
Just emptiness and nerves
And this light from the window of my car
She'll never see it, oh my God
I was so surprised, it blew up in my face
Lord, I lost my nerve, oh my God...
Oh my God, oh my... God
And I tear, I tear, so hard...
And I tear, I tear, so hard...
And I beg and scream, "I was wrong"
It's over, she's gone
www.youtube.com/watch?v=bL_Nco…
The Airborne Toxic Even- Innocence
And, I'll just sleep all day
These spots on my face
Theseteethmarks on my wrist
And the air so cold
I shudder and I can't sing
The carpet on my feet
Sweat stains on the sheets
Cough syrup and drugs
Bandages and guaze
The razors dull the water was cold against my skin
The radio love is static buzzin' around my brain
In all these empty plans
These ink stains on my hands
And everyone saves
The best words for the grave
All these weary morning tones
I'll probably save mine too
If heavens just a long road home
Tell me it's true
I'll go too
I'll go too
I'll go too
Well, I lost my innocence today
I could feel her in my bones
My bones, my bones, my bones
My blood, my blood, my blood, my blood
And I woke up, tired, scared and sad
Soaked, drained, I felt so bad
Today, today, today
What you steal, you steal, you steal, you steal
Won't you say, you say, you say, you say
What you feel, you feel, you feel, you feel
Which is nothing but hollow feelings, yeah
I could die, I just don't care
And forget happiness, I'm fine
I'll forget everything in time
I swear I didn't know,
You know me, how I can't let go
And we're not guts, we're just hacks
All that life amongst the cracks
The scars, the siege that breaks
The ugliest scene, the worst mistakes
And everywhere I see her face
Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste
And there's no innocence like hers
Just emptiness and nerves
And this light from the window of my car
She'll never see it, oh my God
I was so surprised, it blew up in my face
Lord, I lost my nerve, oh my God...
Oh my God, oh my... God
And I tear, I tear, so hard...
And I tear, I tear, so hard...
And I beg and scream, "I was wrong"
It's over, she's gone
www.youtube.com/watch?v=bL_Nco…
The Airborne Toxic Even- Innocence
I am afraid of 26 out of 72 common fears.
[x ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 5
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 8
[x] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[x] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clo
Wyld Ponders Old Characters...
Just so all of you know, I've officially changed Marshall's name to Morgead. (From my Dreamcatcher story)(cue everyone but Marashete exiting the journal.)
Anyway. I had a few realizations that I need to type out.
I really love this character.
Like, really, really love this character.
He's undergone so many developments since I first made him. He used to be so flat and lifeless and now he's this witty character with real emotions and a real, non-romantic love for Catcher. He's stayed there with him through hundreds of years of bullshit and doesn't snap until Catcher betrays him entirely.
He's like the Weasley twins and Dean Winchester in
Stars- Dead Hearts
Tell me everything that happened
Tell me everything you saw
They had lights inside their eyes
They had lights inside their eyes
Did you see the closing window?
Did you hear the slamming door?
They moved forward, my heart died
They moved forward, my heart died
Please, please tell me what they look like
Did they seem afraid of you?
They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew
I could say it, but you won't believe me
You say you do, but you don't deceive me
It's hard to know they're out there
It's hard to know that you still care
I could say it but you wont believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
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Flu Shot My Ass Cheek.
Around fifth period today my stomach started to hurt terribly. I got through the rest of the school day and jazz band, though in much pain.
I get home and go straight to bed and dick around on the internet for a few hours, hoping that the stomach ache will go away.
Finally, I realize that if I dont give in and let myself vomit, this will only get worse.
I go to the bathroom, kneel in front of the toilet and wait. Finally that familiar tingling sensation creeps up my jaw and I'm disgusted, but hoping for relief from the pain.
But the tingling doesn't stop, moving numbly up my neck to encompass my skull. The lest thing I remember before pas
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