WylderWolf

[x ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 5

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 8

[x] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[x] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
So far: 15

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
So far: 21

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[ ] super secrets


Total: 26
If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears"

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

Just so all of you know, I've officially changed Marshall's name to Morgead. (From my Dreamcatcher story)(cue everyone but Marashete exiting the journal.)

Anyway. I had a few realizations that I need to type out.

I really love this character.

Like, really, really love this character.

He's undergone so many developments since I first made him. He used to be so flat and lifeless and now he's this witty character with real emotions and a real, non-romantic love for Catcher. He's stayed there with him through hundreds of years of bullshit and doesn't snap until Catcher betrays him entirely.

He's like the Weasley twins and Dean Winchester in one body and he's quickly climbing up there with Gabriel on the My Babies list. Because I used to hate his character with a passion and now I'm planning to put him through so much shit because of Catcher and he just.

He's amazing and I want him to be real because he's a good dog.

And I love he and Catcher's platonic relationship. Sure, they may have made out while very drunk and then agreed that it never happened once they were sober, but they have this very beautiful best friend love in my head that I've never quite nailed in any other story. They kid around with each other and go on adventures. I have so many headcanons about them and the best part is that I'm their creator and I get to make them happen.

Sorry for the random spam. I needed some Morgead appreciation because I want to hug him.

Tell me everything that happened
Tell me everything you saw
They had lights inside their eyes
They had lights inside their eyes

Did you see the closing window?
Did you hear the slamming door?
They moved forward, my heart died
They moved forward, my heart died

Please, please tell me what they look like
Did they seem afraid of you?
They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew

I could say it, but you won't believe me
You say you do, but you don't deceive me
It's hard to know they're out there
It's hard to know that you still care
I could say it but you wont believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere

Did you touch them, did you hold them?
Did they follow you to town?
They make me feel I'm falling down
They make me feel I'm falling down

Was there one you saw too clearly?
Did they seem too real to you?
They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew

I could say it, but you won't believe me
You say you do, but you don't deceive me
It's hard to know they're out there
It's hard to know that you still care
I could say it but you wont believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere

I could say it, but you won't believe me
You say you do, but you don't deceive me
It's hard to know they're out there
It's hard to know that you still care
I could say it but you wont believe me
You say you do but you don't deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere

They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew
Now they're all dead hearts to you
Now they're all dead hearts to you

They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew
Now they're all dead hearts to you



Stars- Dead Hearts www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGGh7F…

Around fifth period today my stomach started to hurt terribly. I got through the rest of the school day and jazz band, though in much pain.

I get home and go straight to bed and dick around on the internet for a few hours, hoping that the stomach ache will go away.

Finally, I realize that if I dont give in and let myself vomit, this will only get worse.

I go to the bathroom, kneel in front of the toilet and wait. Finally that familiar tingling sensation creeps up my jaw and I'm disgusted, but hoping for relief from the pain.

But the tingling doesn't stop, moving numbly up my neck to encompass my skull. The lest thing I remember before passing out is thinking, "Oh, I thought I was going to throw up…?"

And I woke up around fifteen minutes later, choking on a puddle of my own vomit, laying on the floor of my bathroom.

I got I flu shot two weeks ago.

This is bullshit.

(also posted this on tumblr.)

Anyone wanna be the Neku/Rhyme to my Beat or the Uzuki/Sho to my Kariya?